Day 107

Today i regretted the existence of the internet, just as someday I will regret loving my parents this much.

I came across your own reading of f* e*. Crying came as immediately to me as love comes to a new mother. I was inconsolable for a while hearing your voice and once that abated, the dread! That voice recordings may someday become youtube videos of your happy life with a happy wife, the fits resumed. And so I returned, to wallow in my empty well, filling it with all my tears.